Tuesday, April 15, 2008
chatchatchat

This one is conversation with my friend in my ojt.

The scenario was me and my friend was talking by typing, we can¡¯t speak loud coz they might catch us talking about and listening to the conversation of our officemates. We really want to epal but we can¡¯t. Here it is and I found out that it¡¯s interesting! Hehe  

( my frend ¨Cblue me-maroon)

Everything is Permissible but not everything is Benificiccccccccccccccccc

if your eyes cause you to sin better pull it off! He has no freedom yet. Ryt? That¡¯s why he cant choose. Hr is in the world!he goes with its flow. Im bad Im condemning him!haha I want to tell him. Buti cant. I cant say a word.hehe u know me, if I want to say something I¡¯l say it im having a hard time to control myself.it¡¯l burst!

I think u have to speak up na! It¡¯s ignorance e. Tayo ung mas nkakaalam, kailangang ishare to.

Cant you see, we¡¯re looking at ourselves as giants! We don¡¯t have to epal always.lets look for a good better situation.

When do u think is the ryt situation for correcting the wrong?

wen they are not speaking in engish!

yah I agree.

And we don¡¯t have to say that he is wrong and we are ryt! U see, u hear them, does it work?

Tama, We have to be careful nga pala.

I remember wat kuya sam hav told us. One of the important factor in evangelism or in sharing is not only ur message but the APPROACH! HOW CAN YOU START SHARING WEN HE¡¯S NOT LISTENING,¤Þ¤ë¤¯ IS NOT LISTENING, BEC ¤ê¤« WAY IS LIKE DEBATING SO HOW DO YOU EXPECT¤Þ¤ë¤¯ RESPONSE?AND EVERYBODY HEARS IT. PRIDE IS THERE! ARE YOU READING!

I think¤Þ¤ë¤¯ thinks he knows everything. He wants to prove that he is right. O, ignorance.. tsk tks.

Their conversation will have no destination.. most of the people listen to those who has proved themselves. Did u get that/I mean hmm, , like¤Þ¤ë¤¯  he¡¯ll only listen to Americans bec he look up them. Like me, before I only talked to people that I think are in my level. Ofcors I will not listem to joyce, to jenn to any of our classmates unless they are the president or they are a.e or they prove something to themselves. Did you get it na?

Now, you are sharing your testimony! I get it na!

Maybe, ¤Þ¤ë¤¯ only wants to practice talking in English.

What do you call that? About the statement u.ve sed?? I tink we study that! Don¡¯t listen to them!haha cant you see

Let¡¯s listen beyond nga!

I will just have¡¡a self inflixcted stress if I listen to them bec I want to singet n nga sa usapan!

Now why are you listening if you don¡¯t want to have a self chuva!

I have something to say nga pala¡­. WE ARE RESPONSIBLE WITH ALL THE PEOPLE AROUND US.¡¡Ye ryt! Even though we are younger than them.

Yes. But you have to know first wat To do and how to do it. Its not always go lang ng go. Our charms only work on kids1haha we have diiiferent people hir. Daba?

Natatae ako!

lage nlng! Hndi mo pa ba nailabas yan khapobn? Kdirs!

Oi ive shared TO ate faith about sir¡¡!she told me not to share and do this and that1 bec for sure hel not listen1 but ¡¡if ¡¡we show him Gods love and prove him that Gods children excels in everything maybe hel change his mind and beliv that theres really God!¡¡wat do you think?

Ya ryt!tama!tama!kasi nga naman.. teka jeng! Listen to them.

Ity will be hard for me control mys elf if I do! Napaka chismosa mo!

Jeng!Nga naman ¡° why does kuya ¤Þ¤ë¤¯ wants to be good in English? What¡¯s his motivation? Listen to them. Maganda cnasabi ni Ate ¤ê¤«  kaso not that good Approach kasi they are debating, Wala!

Yayaya¡­ im hugry. Lets hav a milo break!

E dib a nga natatae na ko?

No problem!

Let¡¯s end this na, tapos na cla!hehe

 

Cgeege! Save this.oi wait ausin mo!


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Tuesday, March 04, 2008
quality and quantity

do u spend time with  God? a quiet moment  with Him? how do you spend it with him ? we are all given 24 hrs.  to live everyday  How many hrs do you give Jesus?
this was my reflection.. i was so crashed i have a poor quiet moment with God. ya, i always have my devotion before i sleep. after reading 1-2 chapters i pray and i dont know if i ended my prayer or what. sometimes i just wake up and bigla nlng akong magcocontinue ng prayer kase nakatulugan ko na pla..what a shame. i cud stay til 3am for a movie fully awake but with him oh my, its not more than 15 mins natutulog na pla ko. sometimes i daydream in the middle of my prayer thats why i got a reason to say that i have a long,big quantity time of prayer but i know its nothing.

im really so sorry for having no time with u at alll for praying at my sleepy hours for not seriously dwelling in your presence, for sleeping during my prayer and for having no focus in You. i might see these as simple thimgs but i know to You it means so much. how cud i do this to You. im so sorii 10000000000000000x
Lord, i will not let my self to fall asleep ever again. i'l have my devotion sitting but if it doesnt work i can do it while standing. i should focus my self in You and before i start i should say a prayer and ask the holy spirit to guide me and to be with me. i will rebuke satan to flee from me. i will have a quantity time with You i will spend and stay till dawn for a prayer more than what i ca do sa pagpupuyat sa dvd marathon.
its a quantity and quality time with You oh God that i should have tonight..
Help me God..

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Wednesday, February 27, 2008
miles away..

they're so miles away.. all i can do is pray.. i want to cry wen i knew that my classmate that i expect to be strong enuf to avoid temptations are the one who are initiating to do those things that sucks!! i want to kick their ass!inuman, away, kalandian.. before kme masend out for ojt i tot kya n nmen i tot they wer growing spiritually . as i see the bonding and spirit sa mga classmates ko before i have no woris about them kht n magkalau layo kme. i tot they will stil continu wat theyv started.. but wats happening?! hay Lord please guide them, pls touch their harts.. dont let them fall, u know our weaknesses, we cant do things without u. things go better with You. please im pleading..if i have power to fly to laguna, batangas! il go just to remind them about who they are before and remind them about You..Lord all i can do now is pray and ask You to be with them they need You so bad. Lord i trust in You,im claiming now that they will rise again and go back to You. thank You Lord Jesus..


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Monday, February 25, 2008
NAGUGUTOM AKO

LORD JESUS THANK YOU PO KASE ILI2BRE AKO NI TULOG! HAHA  THANK YOU FOR THE RAIN THANK YOU FOR THIS DAY THANK YOU FOR MY PARENTS THANK YOU FOR MY LIFE.

THANK YOU FOR THE TIME I SPENT WITH MY COUSIN. LORD I PRAY NA U GIVE US MORE CHANCES NA MAKASAMA KO SIYA. LAM NYO NMN UN NANGYARTE KNINA.. BASTA LORD PAGGNUN NA UN SITUAXON BE MY RESCUE, PLS SPEAK FOR ME.. HA?HA?.. SNA KHT PSYCHOLOGIST SIYA I CAN STILL HELP HER NA MBAGO UN VIEW NYA SA BUHAY. NAHIRAPAN PO TLAGA KO SHERAN UN. IM GLAD NA SYA UN NAG START NG TOPIC ABOUT SPIRITUAL MATTERS.BASTA LORD I NEED MORE TIME WITH HER.I HOPE EVENTUALLY MAKILALA NYA KAYO.

LORD NAINSPYR PO TLAGA KO SA KWENTO NG BUHAY NI KUYA JULES. GRABE NAPAKATAPAT CGURO NYA SA INYO. KYA GNUN NLANG ANG PAGPAPALA NYO TO HIS LIFE.I HOPE SOMEDAY BUONG FAMILY KO DIN MAKAPAGPRAY TOGETHER SO THAT WE CUD STAY TOGETHER..

SOBRANG DMENG GUILT YUNG NARARAMDAMAN KO NGAUN.. PATAWAD PO! SORI LORD!

  • KINUHA KO UNG CP NI TITA NG WLANG PAALAM
  • ND KME NKAPAG CG
  • UNG BATANG NGTITINDA KNINA.. WLA AKONG NGAWA1 GANG NGAUN NAIICP KOMPA XA..
  • UNG BASURA KO NAITAPON KO SA KALSDA
  • ANDAME PO SORI..

ANCOOL KNINA NUN DRIVER SNA LORD NAISHER KO KAYO KHIT PPANO ANDON NA SNA E KASO BGLANG UMALES NUN NKABWELO N KO. LORD ALAM KO NA GIF NYO SKEN IPAPARAKTIS KO NLNG HELP ME HA?..AUN GUTOM N TLAGA KO..HAY Shocked


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Friday, February 22, 2008
BURDENBURDENBURDEN

LORD WHY DO YOU ALWAYS CATCH ME?..HAY, I WAS REALLY DISAPPOINTED WEN RICA TEXTED ME NA HINDI KAME TULOY SA DATE NAMEN.NWALAN TLAGA KO NG GANA THEN I DECIDED TO ATTEND YOF. LORD GRBE YOUR WORD ARE TRULY DOUBLE EDGED SWORD DUROG AKO. THANK YOU PO SA MESSAGE , UNG LUNGKOT KO NAPALITAN NG EXCITEMENT. I LEARN A LOT LALO NA SA DINADALA KONG BURDENS NGAUN. " INTRODUCE JESUS TO PEOPLE BY BEING YOURSELF!'' WOW.. I DONT NEED TO INVITE THEM TO CHURCH AGAD! DPT SILA KUSANG LOOB NA MAGSABE NA PASAMA NMN SA CHURCH NYO MAYBE IF THAT HAPPENS I CAN SAY THAT I GOT TO INTRODUCE JESUS TO THEM BY NOT SAYING ANYTHING, PREACHING ETC. BUT BY JUST BEING MY SELF AND INVESTING TIME WITH THEM. I SHUD SPEND TIME WITH MY FRENDS NA WALA PA SA INYO. ANG DME KO PO TLAGANG GUSTONG PUNTAHAN NA FRENDS KO B4. KASO ANG HIRAP MAG BALANS NG TIME. MINSAN PAG SILA NAGYAYAYA DI NMN KME PEDE.. HAY. ITO PO UN LORD, HELP ME AND REMIND ME NA WAG LANG PURO BURDEN I ALSO AHVE TO MOVE AND DO SOMETHING! AJA!

THANK YOULORD! I LOVE YOU FOREVER!Wink


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Thursday, February 21, 2008
potpot

 why should i care so much about my life here on earth, e kung temporary lang nmn to db? i shud care more about the eternal life, a life with God. wat shud i do?.. i shud not conform to the world coz God is hated by the world. i love Him i shud follow His will and do wat pleases Him.

Can you imagine God  washing your feet? We are nothing to be served by God, but He did. God set an example that no matter who we are, we still have to serve one another. and in Gods eyes we are all the same.- pantay pantay.

Jesus commands us to love one another to show how God loves uS. we shudbe a living testimony of His love.

i broke mypromise hindi ako nakapagsulat early this morning, i forgot.. anyway kagabe was really great i visited my bestfriend rica. i dreamed of her last last nyt . i was burdened with her. our kwentuhan last nyt was awesome.hehe i missed her so much!!!as i look upon her, i can see emptiness.. i hope i can bring her to Jesus. pls help me God! im planning to treat her and have a bonding moment with her, shes my best friend im responsible for her.Today i recieved my allowans. yehey i can give my tithe. its such a great feeling to give and trust God in our financial needs. i can say that Jesus never fails to support my needs. never! Hes been so good to me when it comes to money matters, He gives me wat i need and never been short. Thanks Lord!i feel so blessed to have joyce as my buddy in my ojt. we talked so much about spiritual matters and help each other to grow deeper to God i love her. this is just the start may i know her more and be her closest frend.

Thank you Lord for everything, im glad for giving me such a wonderful life, thanks for my momi and dadi, until now theyre stil strong and takes good care of me. i love my parents so much, i pray i can show them how much i love them in anyways. please continue to guide them... thank U for all the blessings, happiness and struggles tru these things i learn to know U and seek U more. I love you my Lord Jesus Christ! Thank Ufor everything..Smile


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Wednesday, February 13, 2008
can i post anything and everything i feel?

hai harts day?..haha ansaya!
im reading 'boy meets girl by josua harris. d ko pa din tos  mag wawanmonth na ata sakn un.hehe. iv learn a lot, altho i cant relate kase pang mag bf un pero still me mga tots don na maganda and striking!
bat kaya maraming youth ngaun na me mga bfgf na e ambabata pa nla.. sa church lng puro magpapartner.. me mga points ako na gusto sbihen kun bat WAG MUNA DPAT PUMAsOK SA RELATIONSHIP!:
 
we are too young-i still have many other things na dpat ipriorize pagkaabalahan at iacomplishit may hinder all thos things aagawen lang nun ang oras ko.
 
my youth days are for youth.. tropa muna. i have friends na simula nun nagkaroon sila ng gf nwalan n ng tym na mkibonding smen kawawa  nmn my mga time na nmimis nla ung mga super sayang event mg tropa. minsan kase pinagbabawalan ng mga jowa na sumama samen or minsan m date clang 2 lang. i wonder kun nageenjoy ba clang 2 lang lage umaales..
lets enjoy our youth days wag nating ikiulong ang sarile natin sa maliit na mundo.
 
stessful ang isang relationship ag bata a kase xempre immature pa magic mga teenager. simpleng mga bgay pinagaawayan, hindi lang tinex break na tas balikan ulet,break ulet. hay saket sa muka nun.. altho kileg nmn tlaga pag me bf ka pero for me i want to save all the kilig filings n yan sa mapapangasawa ko. in Gods time darating din un!
 
kelan ba ko magpapakasal? mga 8 yrs from now pa cgro. so npakatgal pa nun . accding to j harrisung courtship o bfgf is a serious matter not only para mkakuha ka lng ng xprience and i cant imagine myself beingwith sum1 for 8yrs tas hnd din nmn sya un mpapangasawa ko or being with different man parang nagsayang lang ako ng oras ko nun,ryt?
cgro maganda mag bf agmalapet ka na magpakasal i mean nasa ryt age kana and you ar spiritually growing.napagaralan din nmen un mga 2yrs bf marriage. imagine nyo nmn kasekung 8yrs kau mgbf  pron sa sin db? 8yrs uro holdinghands/mposible mga kabataan pa nmn ngaun hindi mkapaghintay..kaya WAG MUNA! OKIDOKI!
 
 

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can i post anything and everything i feel?

hai harts day?..haha ansaya!
im reading 'boy meets girl by josua harris. d ko pa din tos  mag wawanmonth na ata sakn un.hehe. iv learn a lot, altho i cant relate kase pang mag bf un pero still me mga tots don na maganda and striking!
bat kaya maraming youth ngaun na me mga bfgf na e ambabata pa nla.. sa church lng puro magpapartner.. me mga points ako na gusto sbihen kun bat WAG MUNA DPAT PUMAsOK SA RELATIONSHIP!:
 
we are too young-i still have many other things na dpat ipriorize pagkaabalahan at iacomplishit may hinder all thos things aagawen lang nun ang oras ko.
 
my youth days are for youth.. tropa muna. i have friends na simula nun nagkaroon sila ng gf nwalan n ng tym na mkibonding smen kawawa  nmn my mga time na nmimis nla ung mga super sayang event mg tropa. minsan kase pinagbabawalan ng mga jowa na sumama samen or minsan m date clang 2 lang. i wonder kun nageenjoy ba clang 2 lang lage umaales..
lets enjoy our youth days wag nating ikiulong ang sarile natin sa maliit na mundo.
 
stessful ang isang relationship ag bata a kase xempre immature pa magic mga teenager. simpleng mga bgay pinagaawayan, hindi lang tinex break na tas balikan ulet,break ulet. hay saket sa muka nun.. altho kileg nmn tlaga pag me bf ka pero for me i want to save all the kilig filings n yan sa mapapangasawa ko. in Gods time darating din un!
 
kelan ba ko magpapakasal? mga 8 yrs from now pa cgro. so npakatgal pa nun . accding to j harrisung courtship o bfgf is a serious matter not only para mkakuha ka lng ng xprience and i cant imagine myself beingwith sum1 for 8yrs tas hnd din nmn sya un mpapangasawa ko or being with different man parang nagsayang lang ako ng oras ko nun,ryt?
cgro maganda mag bf agmalapet ka na magpakasal i mean nasa ryt age kana and you ar spiritually growing.napagaralan din nmen un mga 2yrs bf marriage. imagine nyo nmn kasekung 8yrs kau mgbf  pron sa sin db? 8yrs uro holdinghands/mposible mga kabataan pa nmn ngaun hindi mkapaghintay..kaya WAG MUNA! OKIDOKI!
 
 

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Tuesday, February 12, 2008
JESUS LOVER OF MY SOUL

JESUS LOVES ME SO MUCH INSPITE OF EVERYTHING; MGA KASALANAN, PANGAKONG HINDI KO NGAWA , MGA PAGKUKULANG KO. NO ONE CAN LOVE M AS MUCH AS HE DO. GRABE, OVERWHELMING ANG PAGMAMAHAL NYA. I DONT DESRVE IT, IM NOTHING, IM UNWORTHY BUT JESUS IS STILL THERE WATCHING OVER ME, GUIDING AND LOVING ME. I CANT ASK FOR MOR. NO ONE CAN VER SATISFY ME THE WAY JESUS DO AND NO LOVER CAN EVER LOVE ME AS MUCH AS MY JESUS DO. NO ON CAN COMPARE GOD'S LOVE TO ANYTHING IN THIS PLANET.
I PRAIS AND GLORIFY YOU LORD! YOU AR MY EVERYTHING. I WORSHIP YOU. I LOVE YOU FOREVER
 
-JENGPOT Big Smile

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Thursday, January 24, 2008
bawal basahin!!hehe

Thursday January 24, 2008

 

The last time I wrote in my dearest diary was last Sunday, mejo tinoyo ata ako. But this diary is really a great help for a quality quiet time for God.

I’ve read Matt 3 and 4--- ‘every tree that does not produce fruits will be cut down and thrown into fire’ .oh oww!  I’ve read this before but this verse strikes me again. The fruits, do I have fruits? ( teka napapaisep ako) this past few days mejo kakaiba tlaga. Ewan ko ba di ko maintindihan sarile ko, parang lage nlang akong tintamad sa lahat. Anyway going back sa fruits, its hard to identify or enumerate yourself your own fruits. For me it’s about the changes that God have done in our lives. It’s like our lives became meaningful and got its purpose and direction. But if isn’t, we better die(cut) and go to hell( thrown into fire). We all need Jesus Christ. He got the answer in everything because He is everything.

Man does not live on bread alone but on every word that comes from the mouth of God—I hope kung gano ko katakaw sa pagkaen gnun din ung ratio nun pagkaen ko ng salita ng Panginoon or even more. I have to take care not only my physical health but my spiritual body as well. Grabe oh, lasnyt hindi ako nakapagdevo natulog ako..hayayaay..anu ba yan..

 

 

Lord God, thank You for the wonderful day.. Wonderful because You gave me reason to live and an opportunity to experience beautiful things. Although its like an everyday routine ( giseng, pasok, uwe, and the highlight of my day, our quiet moment) spexal paren.

Thank You for the guidance and wisdom. For making my momi and dadi safe at all times. As I was always praying, Please Lord, Im pleading help them know You. I always dream of someday we can go to church together. Hay, I hope this will not be just a dream.

Thank You for the new learning I gained. Im so blessed ke kuya roiland for patiently teaching in my training. I pray I could share You to him. I also pray for my officemates I know you sent me there for a purpose. I hope I can do what You want me to do. To be a living testimony of Your love, kindness, truthfulness and greatness (the fruits) to all of them even to Mr. Chishiki. I know nothing is impossible with You.

Lord I’m so sorry kung backstab na ung ginagawa namen ni joysan ke jenn. I hope not but im really sori. I hope we’ll find a way to help her sa attitude nya. And help us to love her and accept her. Since 1st year klameyt ko na to bat gang ngaun di ko paren sya gnun katanggap. Me onteng ines paren kme. Kame ba me male? Kme ata.. sorry po. I want to reach her out for You kaso bang hirap e. but slowly I’ll learn how to love her for real! Im sorry kun minsan hindi ako nagiging ilaw sa mga to, sori tlga.. Lord just lead me and please guard my heart. Forgive me Lord..

I have so many things to ask for You..

.. to have a celpon ( hirap ma out of place hnd ko na alam nangya2re sa paliged ko)

..sana makatugtog mga skulm8 ko sa PG nyt.

.. I hope magkaron na kme ng chance na mgdate ng mga gurlfrends ko si rica at jessa. (antagal ko ng planu to anu ba yan---  jeng kala ko basi rica nag prospect mo bat wala ka pang move. Wuh puro ka burden!!)

.. anu na kya nagyayare sa celgrup ko? Musta na kya sila? Nagwawander around na nmn ako.. Lord please guide them and give them a heart to seek and know You more

.. I want to have fire in my heart.

.. sana me pasalubong si kuya nap..hehe crush ko tlaga un!

.. I wish I could watch sweeny todd! I like janidep!

.. I praying na marame mabless sa spexal nyt ng gencon and maging victorious ung gabeng un.

.. I pray for my cgmates and ate faith take care of them Lord.

.. sna mtapos na ojt ko at sna maenjoy ko nmn to.

..sna masaya paren nag tropa, mis ko na sila.

 

Grabe Lord ansarap ng feelong ko ngaun.=> sna Lord lage akong sipagin magsulat. Sana lageng ganto.. Thank You for Your time. I enjoy it. Panu gudnyt na po? Labyu Lord. Jesus I love You forever..

 Amen.

 

   Yours truly,

jengpot


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